Anyway, I am going to go back aways to catch myself (and random readers) up.
JANUARY: the most beautiful baby was born, and I feel so lucky to call her my neice. I have been wanting a baby in the family for soo long, couple years. Not my own, because I have SO much to accomplish first (and obviously find someone to settle down with, which ofcourse I havent) But my brother and his girlfriend Elena had a baby. They both live at my mom's house for now, and are doing very well. They both love her so much, we all do.
She is just the cutest lil baby I cant get over it, her smile is extremely contagious, and she is so fun to just be around. shes almost 4 months, she obviously cant talk, walk, or do much of anything, but I still find her to be the most entertaining joy ever. I love to just sit in the living room with her, lay on the floor with her and watch. She makes the cutest faces, and she is so happy.
I am really, really bummed I cant be around her, AND the family more, I swear everytime I come home someone says "she's doing this now" and though it obviously makes me grin from ear to ear, I wish I could be watching her grow too!
Not only has Madison make me very homesick this semester, but I just miss being around my family. I love the nights where we just sit in the living room, watch movies, eat dinner, play with madi and hang out. Those are usually my favoritest nights. BUT im in Menomonie, so those nights are rare. I guess everything I have been going through with the xboy, and trying to make friends at Stout brought me closer to them, whether or not they feel the same, I do feel closer to them. Family is pretty much all I have at the moment, and though that can be pretty depressing, I am very thankful to have them. I know I rarely keep in touch with my brothers which makes me sad, but I know/hope at the end of the day they would be there to support me and be there for me. And I've never really second guessed that with my mom either. Also, with this whole xboy situation, my dad and I have become closer. I think this semester is the first time my dad has seen me cry since I was really young. Though the circumstances aren't the greatest, I'm glad it happend and brought me closer to them.
I will be spending ALL summer living at my mom's in Woodbury because of my internship (roseville minnesota) so I will get to spend more time with everyone then. I believe Elena, Brian & Madison wont be there, which really bumms me out cause i like having them around, but I'll just go have to visit the three of them more.
Also I am going to make it a plan to get dinner or something with Aaron & Amanda, I enjoy spending time with them as well, and I hope it will happen often when Im in the cities.
Anyway, this is enough for now, I know blogs that are very wordy get a little boring, so here are some pictures of this past couple weeks when I visit home.
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