But anyway, I've just been trying to keep up with classes and getting in hours at work and work on projects and shoot in the photography studio and try and start running again and the whole diet thing.
The whole diet thing, ugh I just really like food. I was good for about 6 days straight, ran everyday, at the 1,200 calories, and did some circuit training at home, but the 7th day I had a lil break down, soo busy and I was just SO stressed out ALL i wanted to do was chow, so i did. Which that led into discouragement for the second day (Tuesday) but now, today I'm back at it and plan to run after class (where I am while blogging). I really have been enjoying running outside, im up to running 2 straight miles (yes I know thats not much) but I just started cut me some slack. I cant wait untill I can run 5-6 or more miles a day. I WANT to run a half marathon in September, but with my internship this summer we'll see what my schedule allows for training. I have 20 pounds that I'd like to lose, and im so impatient, but i'll get there. It doesn't help that im extremely picky, so veggies dont really make the cut. so eggs, turkey sammys, grilled chicken, and fruit are about all I have been eatin. (before my 2 day splooge)
I really wanted to lose like 10lbs before I head to Arizona April 6th, but that didnt and wont happen. Ill just take it slow (thats usually the only successful way, as trying to lose 5lbs a week youll end up gainin it all back) But YES, ARIZONA in a week. so excited, itll be 3 nights and 4 days, and I'll get to listen to high up retail industry leaders, CEO's, Economists and all that, itll be really intresting to hear lots about the industry. Plus a little warm weather and get away will be nice. I just cant decide if i want to take my camera or not!!! hmph. I wont have much time to shoot or anything, but I mean just a little bit, and itll be fun to have it around when hangin with the girls.
So this Friday I am going on a tour to Corporate Target in Minneapolis. The Stout Retail Association is takin some members, im pretty excited, i've always wanted to go in a check it out n see the corporate world. Im missin work, but i already made up the hours today. Then im staying in Mpls and my mom is gonna pick me up and then we're headin out to mall of america to try n find a couple outfits for arizona since i must look fashionably professional :)
Which then leads to SRA. (Stout Retail Association) I am running for a board position tonight at the meeting. *(Elections night) I'd really like to be on the board and get more involved. Not only is it great on the resume, but Itll be good for me to gain some girlfriends and build some relationships with others while in college. Needless to say I lack girlfriends of any kind, close ones anyway. I noticed I've been shying away from that the past couple years, not sure why. So yes, hopefully I'll get "elected", I have some ideas stirred up! Itll have to work with me being president of the photography club, but next fall semester my duties will decrease because its election season in the fall so someone else will take over and i'll train them. So I will have plenty of time for SRA< plus i only have 1 job now on campus. not working at ashley or the bar anymore, so that frees up more time for "me" and more time for sra. I dont know how i can be so introverted but raelly an extrovert at the same time. I feel like im a natural born leader, i've been leading student organizations ever since ive been in college, and i really enjoy doing it. I have no problem talking infront of other people, and im an open book, im not exactly shy and I dont have a problem taking charge, but at the same time, if i dont know anybody, i am quiet, i dont talk, and im in my own little world. I am a HUGE homebody, i stay home all the time unless im at class, work, or clubs, which really isn't "all the time" since i AM at class club or work often. But ive been finding myself wanting to stay in a lot and just relax, have me time and stuff. Haven't been big into drinking at all lately, i think ive gone out under 5 times this semester, if even 5. I get really self concious going out, socially. Its so weird i dont even get it. When im dealing with school or work i can be just fine being outgoing and talking and taking the lead of conversations and tasks, but when im in a group being social outside of school or work, i kinda back off and get really sheltered and quiet. again, who knows what my deal is. But sometimes i try and force myself to go out but it usually ends up failing. Anywho, this lecture is pretttttty boring, I really dont even know what the professor is talking about, i dont think anybody is listening, their all on their laptops. On facebook pretty much. I am just happy spring is here, and its starting to look like it a littttle bit. Upper 40's all week, But I just cant wait till its upper 60's+ Yay! but, walking outside to class in the sunshine does "brighten" my day a little bit even if its still 25 out in the morning! SO, heres to spring!!!
48 days until Europe!!
One of my fears in life is failure. I Want to have a successful life, full of love, health, happiness and wealth" So this quote reminded me about, well me i guses, Instead of sitting around worrying about my future, im busy creating it everyday.
“If you want to conquer fear, don't sit home and think about it. Go out and get busy”
Dale Carnegie quotes (American lecturer, author, 1888-1955)
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