Finally the weekend

but whats good about a weekend..when i work 10-8 saturday, and 11-6 sunday? Theres just that one weekend a month i have a love hate relationship with. I work at my job in my hometown one weekend a month, its a 10.5 hr day saturday and a 6.5 hr day sunday, store close to store open, its nice to be in woodbury..but i have no car and live in Menomonie so when i DO get to come home theres SOO much i want to get done, erronds, shop, see people and what not, and this is the only chance i get to come home cause of bartending in menom the rest of the weekends, so now theres all these things i need & want to get down but im stuck at this big, moon shaped desk on the computer for 10 hours. Its nice when i have homework i can do, but all the homework i have this weekend are exams to get done online, cant do that here! anyway, done complaining...about this weekend that is.

ACTUALLY.. i am very excited for Elena's baby shower on sunday, thats about the only thing to look forward to, accept i am bummed because i wanted to be a bigger part of the shower and really get involved and help plan. but ive been sooo so busy last week and really couldnt do much of anything, BUT im still excited. gonna bring my camera and be the photographer for the day. Im going to try and also get a game planned up, but im hoping it will be a good time :) im SOOO excited to be an Auntie, ive wanted a baby in the family for 2/3 years now, just not one myself yet, but wanted one of my brothers to have one!! not them personally obviously, but their girlfriends! so in 2 months there will be a little bundle of joy in the family, and nothing makes me smile more right now! though ill be at school and wont be able to spend much time with her, i will ask for pictures daily, and visit as much as possible. she is going to be so loved, and spoiled!!

On another note..the interviews..ugh.. i pysch myself out way to much for interviews..i do really take them seriously but sometimes i think i need to take them less seriously and just be myself instead of trying to be this perfect canidate and say exactly what their looking for..i know im qualified..i know i have the skills..so next time i just need to be more relaxed and just be myself and if they like it they will, if they dont, they wont. I wanna work for a company that chooses me because i was being myself, if that makes sense? so anyway, Kohls went really well, interviewed with 2 girls, was my first "professional" job interview i guess you can say. to cut to the chase, they called me for a final interview. So i am going to that next week. As far as target goes? id rather not speak of it. I totally CHOKED, i let my nerves get the very best of me, and i pretty much word barfed every question and vomitted it some sort of anwser, then caught myself not even making sense during it? oh man, what an interview that was, none the less i wont expect to get called back for a 2nd interview. It would be nice, but after the first one theres like 3/4 more interviews with ever higher up/more intimidating people. so if i did that bad with the store leads this time, id do ever worse interviewing with distract managers..annnyway.

what do i still need to do this fall? CARVE A PUMPYKIN. Yes, i did last year for the first time in a couple years with steven and i kinda want to do one again this year. Buttt dont really have anyone to do one with..and no where really to put it? in my apartment where im the only one who will see a messy, sloppily carver pump? well, i talked myself out of carving a pumpkin this year already.


Last thought: I AM NOT EXCITED FOR OUR FIRST OVER NIGHT FROST DEAL. buurrr. I hope winter will hold off for a while, or maybe even skip a season? ok thanks